Truth.

The truth, and the reality really hurts.
so, we lie to everyone,
especially to ourselves.

I said, I don't want to talk about it.
actually I do, but i'm afraid of your reaction.

You were always there, yes I know. 
even when I'm messed up, you were always there.
whenever you being busy or tired.

My head is a very dark place,
I feel lost inside myself,
I'm just having a hard time 
describing how I feel.
I don't what happened to me.

Did you know that knowing you're there,
gives me the strength to keep going
even when I have no hope left. 

And it scares the hell out of me,
because I always have this fear
that one day, 
you're discover that I'm not as great as you once thought i was.

And I'm terrified of losing you.